Erika Jayne reveals she contemplated suicide 'many times' amid Tom Girardi's legal problems during Bravo special about her Las Vegas show

Erika Jayne revealed that she contemplated suicide while dealing with the fallout of Tom Girardi's legal problems during her special that aired on Wednesday on Bravo. Erika Jayne revealed that she contemplated suicide while dealing with the fallout of Tom Girardi 's legal problems during her special that aired on Wednesday on Bravo 'Yeah, I'm not here,' Erika said as Mikey started sobbing. I thought about killing myself many times,' Erika said Mikey Minden, her creative director, told Erika that everyone was waiting for her to come alive The 52-year-old reality star was the focus of the two-hour special Erika Jayne: Bet It All On Blonde that showed her preparing for her Las Vegas comeback show Suicide Prevention Lifeline The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-8255 provides people in distress, or those around them, with 24-hour support. 'I don't feel confident about any of it,' Erika said Erika's mother provided some much needed support 'Yeah, I'm not here,' Erika said. The next day, Erika said that when she saw so many people rooting for her that she realized she wasn't alone The final slides at the end of the special said 'Bet it All on Blonde' opened to rave reviews and was a commercial success Viewers also were told that Tom was declared competent to stand trial by a federal judge on January 2, 2024 An update also revealed that Erika's dog Tiago passed away one month after the opening night of her residency Erika and Tom got married in 2000 and she announced their separation in November 2020 and her intention to divorce.