Harry Styles' older sister Gemma reveals she struggled with suicidal thoughts after being left feeling 'hollow and unworthy' during battle with depression

Harry Styles' sister Gemma has candidly revealed how she struggled with suicidal thoughts amid her battle with depression. Harry Styles ' sister Gemma, 33, has candidly revealed how she struggled with suicidal thoughts amid her battle with depression Saying: 'In the back of my mind, sometimes I think that could happen to me again but I try not to dwell on it. I felt like that, and I feel better now"' 'I didn't actively want to die but I so badly wanted to opt out of what my life had become it boiled down to the same longing' It comes after Gemma revealed how pop superstar Harry, 30, had supported her in her mental health struggles and has been a helpful hands-on uncle She thanked her mother, Anne Twist and 'H for the pep talks and your endless wisdom'. Gemma revealed that even though the former One Direction member has been on a sell out tour he still finds the time to support her In April the sister of superstar Harry revealed why she kept her pregnancy with partner Michal Miynowski a secret after she shocked fans by announcing she had given birth in February Gemma explained she wanted to keep her pregnancy secret to 'keep her safe and protected' during Harry's Love on Tour The writer and podcaster shared a snap of herself and partner Michal Miynowski with their daughter - much to the surprise of her followers 'I wanted to wait until after some later scans but thought there was no way I was going to get through the last Love On Tour shows without seeing my bump so that would be it… but turns I managed to keep it under wraps and eventually I was like, I think I can make it to the end?