Coronavirus: Observing Ramadan alone taught me to be grateful
CNNEditor’s Note: We are publishing personal essays from CNN’s global staff as they live and cover the story of Covid-19. I was looking forward to the central community message of Ramadan – to cooking and baking with my mom, attending evening “taraweeh” prayers at our local mosque and hosting huge iftar parties at my parents’ house like we did every year. Almost overnight, New York City became something I’ve never seen it be before – a ghost town. There would be no overseas travel to see my family, no shoulder-to-shoulder congregational taraweeh prayers at my neighborhood mosque or family gatherings at my parents’ house where I could eat “kunafa” soaked in sugar syrup or “atayef” filled with whipped cream. While the pandemic has taken a lot from me – and so many others – during this holy month, it has given me time that I didn’t have before to pray the daily five prayers on schedule, to reflect on just how fortunate I am and to get to the root of what Ramadan is truly about beyond all the pomp and circumstance: Gratitude.